It is hard for me to put out there because honestly I am ashamed of how heavy I let myself get. At the beginning of summer I weighed 203lbs. UHHH that is a terrible number. That is the heaviest I have ever been in my life. The only positive I can see from that is I never looked that heavy, other than to myself. The people that saw me everyday never really noticed. I didn't take many pictures during that time because like I said I was ashamed of how I looked. This school year I was very busy and "didn't have time" to come home and make something to eat, so I would eat on campus and instead of getting a salad I would get something unhealthy and fast. Nor in my mind "did I have time to work out". I did this to myself and it is up to myself to fix it.
With a few bad weeks setting me back and not going to the gym regularly I am down to 196lbs. I have to think of how far I have come instead of how far I have to go. 7 lbs is great progress in a month.
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| This is me at my current weight... |
My goals are of course about the number on the scale, but it is more about the changes I see in myself. My mother is my toughest critic. I know she does it because she loves me and wants me to be happy with myself, so I want her to look at me and see changes and finally have something positive to say. I want working out and eating right to no longer be a choir and just be part of my life. I want to meet a guy and wonder if the reason he doesn't like me is because I am overweight.
WATER...WATER...WATER! I drink more water these days than I ever have in my life. Tervis Tumblers are a life saver. I have 3 of these and fill them up probably 4-5 times a day. My mom, dad, and sister all have some. It is a 24 fl. oz container. These make it very easy to get in the water that you need for the day.
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